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2006
Gwyland
Mureall MacQuilken set down with in her hand the letter of the
grandmother she never met and who was never talked about. One of
those many family secrets she never understood.
Being the only daughter
of two people who loved each other and her but who had a very strange
approach to live. They were no hermits but avoided socializing and
lived in a fairly remote area. She never had friends from school at
home and was also never invited as if the other children knew there
was something strange with her family.
With
no brothers and sister to play with, she often felt very lonely and
was happy with the company of their animals. The poor cat was dressed
like a doll but did not mind. The dogs were her best friends and when
older, she made long rides on her horse.
This
was the stage in life she started to question their way of living.
Questioning why she never received answers asking after her
grandparents from both sides.
She did not know where
they lived and if they were still alive. Was she named after one of
her grandmothers? And why there were no letters or phone calls from
them.
Her father, a freelance photographer, had an Australian accent but not her
mother, after all those years she still had a British accent. Gwyland
learned not to ask questions any more but that did not mean she did
not have them.
She more or less escaped from home at the age of 19 and lived with a good friend until she found a job in Sydney as an assistant bookkeeper and telephonist with a solicitor. Her employer was very happy with her and it did not take long before she was a full time bookkeeper, she definitely had a good eye for numbers.
She more or less escaped from home at the age of 19 and lived with a good friend until she found a job in Sydney as an assistant bookkeeper and telephonist with a solicitor. Her employer was very happy with her and it did not take long before she was a full time bookkeeper, she definitely had a good eye for numbers.
Although
she loved the job and the people she worked for, there was in the
background always that strange feeling that she belonged elsewhere.
Australia was beautiful and the people were nice but sometimes she
felt homesick to a more enclosed and traditional area without knowing
why.
She
was not very good in relationships outside the office and saved as
much as possible money for her one wish: leaving Australia to find at
least the roots from mother's side in the UK. She did not know where
to start but hoped backpacking in a country so much smaller than
where she was born, was going to reveal where she felt home. This was
for Gwyland not a question but a certainty.
At the age of 24 she told her employer about her plans. He was very sorry to see her going but he knew already for some time she did not feel at home in this country. He gave her a large bonus and his blessings, hoping to hear from her in the near future. And if she ever needed a recommendation, he was more than happy to write one.
At the age of 24 she told her employer about her plans. He was very sorry to see her going but he knew already for some time she did not feel at home in this country. He gave her a large bonus and his blessings, hoping to hear from her in the near future. And if she ever needed a recommendation, he was more than happy to write one.
Gwyland
left and travelled to her parents with whom she had little contact.
If they were surprised to see her, they did not tell. And they did
not show any emotions when she told them she was going to Europe.
Maybe a little curiosity when they asked where in Europe but Gwyland
replied she was going to Spain and would get in touch by e-mail. Her
intuition told her not to tell them she booked a flight to London.
She stayed for two days and then left, no one shed a tear still she
felt hurt and did not understand she was their daughter. She never
doubted she was, there were too many similarities in the features of her
and her parents. But her emotions and heart must be inherited from a
more emotional ancestor and she was going to find out who.
All this passed her mind after reading the letter of her grandmother Rhiennon Mureall Rhydderch nee Abernathy, born and bred in Crickcelyn in Wales and wife of the local solicitor Emrys Rhydderch.
All this passed her mind after reading the letter of her grandmother Rhiennon Mureall Rhydderch nee Abernathy, born and bred in Crickcelyn in Wales and wife of the local solicitor Emrys Rhydderch.
Nothing happens without
a reason; when Gwyland ran out of savings she heard about a solicitor
looking for a bookkeeper. As soon as she arrived in Wales, she knew
she was at home and as soon as she entered the office, she felt like
stepping into comfortable shoes. She arrived home without
understanding why.
Her
employer too understood nothing was happening without a reason after
his father told him Gwyland was the spitting image of the wife of his
old employer back in the 50's.
He dug up the old file
that he found in the desk of the secretary (granddaughter of the first solicitor) that worked here but who
suddenly disappeared in 1977. Back then he was too young to remember
but the whole village talked about it for years and years. He did
however remember the many visits from the farmer called Old Ed who
died at a very high age in the 90's, though he never understood where
his father and Old Ed talked about as they did have so little in
common.
The
file was still sealed and according to his father it had to remain
sealed until Gwyland was willing to receive her inheritance after
reading the letter of her grandmother.
Gwyland
still unknown about the file and still renting a room in the local
Inn while looking for a house to rent, went to the pub for a drink;
she needed it, she also hoped for some company to distract her
thoughts from the letter; she was not ready to let it sink in and to
go to the office to talk about it.
It wasn't busy in the pub, just a few local people and a stranger who was looked at if he was an exotic insect although his accent was very British and his blond hair and blue eyes everything but exotic.
His name was Henry Cavendish and he watched Gwyland when she walked with a scotch in her hand to a table in the corner near the window. Even without thinking he looked at her hands and did not see an engagement or wedding ring. He looked at her face and agreed to himself that she was a beautiful woman. Her classic and almost aristocratic features were out of place in this pub. He felt the need to meet her but did not want to disturb her thoughts. He recognized the way she looked inside her head.
Gwyland had the feeling she was watched and when she looked up, her eyes met two blue ones behind the table at the other end of the Pub. Neither the owner nor she blinked when their eyes met, it did not feel uncomfortable. Reason for the blond and very tall visitor to raise from his chair to introduce himself to Gwyland who in return, raised and shook hands. It did not take long before they had an animated conversation exchanging professions. Henry was an architect involved in a large project in the nearest town where he stayed in a hotel but not being happy with the 24 hours noise of a town. He preferred the countryside and had just booked a room in the local Inn.
They
had a very pleasant evening and felt reluctant to part. But Gwyland
was tired and needed her sleep before she had to go back to the
office the next morning, knowing her employer wanted to talk to her
first.
The next day was one never to forget. She got a day off to let it sink in and to visit the house of her grandmother that had not be lived in for a long time but was now hers; she inherited it. She was very curious in what state it was because she was very determined to make it liveable. A house of her own and not just 'a' house but the house of the woman who's twin sister she could be if there were not two generations in between.
The next day was one never to forget. She got a day off to let it sink in and to visit the house of her grandmother that had not be lived in for a long time but was now hers; she inherited it. She was very curious in what state it was because she was very determined to make it liveable. A house of her own and not just 'a' house but the house of the woman who's twin sister she could be if there were not two generations in between.
And
then there was the file her boss showed her, the file she was only
allowed to open in his presence and that of his father. This
afternoon at 4 PM.
Gwyland
noticed the exterior of the house was well looked after. The paint
was in good condition like the roof, the windows and the lawn. She
wondered if her grandmother left orders in her will to maintain the
house.
Inside
it was dusty but not too bad. It was still furnished and definitely
needed proper cleaning and probably also new curtains and upholstery
but that was something she could do herself.
After viewing the
downstairs, she finally reached the room upstairs with the dress from the
letter.
She touched the lace
and for a moment she thought she smelled Lilly of the Valley but then
it was gone. She held the lace against her cheek, like her
grandmother did when she found it. And finally came the tears. Tears
she never shed in her whole life. Tears of sadness for the past and
tears of happiness for her future. She did nothing to stop them, even
if she had wanted so, she could not.
When Gwyland arrived at the office at 4 PM, father and son both noticed her swollen eyes but did not mention it. They could only guess about her childhood and understood the emotions the letter caused.
When Gwyland arrived at the office at 4 PM, father and son both noticed her swollen eyes but did not mention it. They could only guess about her childhood and understood the emotions the letter caused.
Now
it was time for the file and not even the old solicitor knew what was
in it, there were only instructions in an old will of the former
owner of The Hall, to open it when they found his legitimate
offspring. And there was also the will of Rhiennon Rhydderch nee
Abernathy who was not only leaving her house to Gwyland but also a
fortune.
As
well as father and son as Gwyland, could never have guessed that she
not only inherited her grandmother's house and fortune but also The
Hall with all the furniture that in 1939 was transported to a large
barn not far from here. A barn that belonged to Old Ed who left it to
the son of Elgar who knew exactly it's history and what to do as soon
as the solicitors contacted him.
It
was very late at night when Gwyland returned to the Inn after being
assured to take the rest of the week off to come to terms with her
inheritance and to visit The Hall.
The weeks passed by before the whole story was told and all the paperwork was done with Gwyland being emotional ready to step back in time. To meet her roots, to step in the footprints of her ancestors.
The weeks passed by before the whole story was told and all the paperwork was done with Gwyland being emotional ready to step back in time. To meet her roots, to step in the footprints of her ancestors.
She wanted to know if
The Hall was in a condition to be restored with the money left to her
by her grandmother. If so they could open it to the public to receive
money in return. For the restoration part she needed a professional
advice and who else could do this better than Henry who became a very
dear friend. For the time being she did not want to admit she felt
more for him than friendship.
And
Henry was delighted to support her when she set foot in The Hall for
the very first time in her life. He felt honoured and emotional but
of course he had fallen in love with Gwyland head over heals but did
not dare to mention it yet.
Photo: @riposta7 (Instagram) |
Charlotte,
Rhiennon and Gwlithen, both long gone but after their death reunited,
watched the two young people walking through the gate of the Hall. And
looking into the future they smiled, knowing it would not take long
before the beautiful dress with the lace skirt was going to serve as
a wedding dress.
Word
of thanks: the photo
of @riposta7 on
Instagram inspired me to write
this story and I was given permission to use the photo as an
illustration for which I am very grateful. Thank you Mariusz!
Link:
please visit the beautiful Instagram account of @riposta7
Note:
this is the last story of a series of 5. The Story is pure fiction! A figment
of my imagination!
Helen
Thank you for the 5 stories, I loved reading them and hope there is a follow up.....
ReplyDeleteI also loved all the photos, they are of excellent quality! But the last photo of the hall is amazing. Thumbs up for the author and the photographers!
Chris
Thank you for you kind word Chris! Much appreciated.
DeleteI can't promise a follow up on the 5 stories but never say never ;-)
Helen